thank you darlings for being there for me
and tried to many ways to humour me as u all know i am realli down.
i dunno why it always hurt me so much..
sorri to get u all so worried...
but i realli dunno how to move on seriously.
i am thinking of getting a part time job to kill time so i will stop thinking
and tire myself out.
how do u all think about that ?


lonely cheryll signing off